Bad Momma Jamma.

If anyone knows me, they know my mother is extremely religious and aims to be virtuous in all she does.

last night i had a dream that she was "bad" and it tore our family apart.

i dreamed i was spending the day with my momma. she seemed to have something on her mind but i couldn't coax it out of her. we walked on the streets i lived among as a kid. the roads i drove on when i was a teenager. we looked at the leaves and talked about life. suddenly she looked at me and said "i'm leaving your father". i was shocked, but there was more to come.... "i've been having an affair for 2 years and i need to be with the man i love". i felt the real heartache as i slept and dreamed my momma was telling me the sordid details and how giddy she was to finally get it out in the open. it was sickening.

cut to me and my brother walking and talking. we're at a spot we used to hang out at when we were young, near the old Yeagley place. i have the task of telling him about mom cheating and leaving. it's hard for me to tell him. i finally do, and he's so angry. he runs from me and i can't catch him. i have no idea what he's going to do to our momma, but i feel it's not good.

**ALARM**

i'm so glad my alarm went off when it did. i had a feeling my adulterous dream was turning into a murderous dream.

i can't wait to analyze this one! stay tuned, if you want. :)